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This week, I have chosen the
Book of Azathoth Tarot (Nemo's Locker,
2012). This self-published tarot is very striking, with its richly
detailed, gold-on-black images. It follows traditional RWS symbolism
closely, yet with little gruesome and bizarre twists. For example, the
beings on the Cups cards are amphibious swamp creatures, the Wands cards show devils with curly horns, tails and hooves,
Pentacles are represented by almost-human-looking beings, but with bald
heads and heavily ridged spines, while Swords show elfin creatures with
pointy ears.
For this first day, I
drew the Ace of Cups. A rather skeletal hand holds out a cup on which
strange images writhe, while an equally skeletal bird drops a host into
it. Below the cup is the traditional, lily-strewn water, yet darker
because of the black background. Five streams flow from the cup,
arching up unnaturally, while a total of 22 drops fall to either side.
The
card border, too, is strangely eery. A many-toothed, serpentine monster
on the left looks like it's trying to reach out of the card to eat us.
Meanwhile, smaller serpentine creatures swim in either direction along
the top edge. Some of the look as though they're swimming straight into
the mouth of another big, hungry beast. There is also a starfish,
point down, in the left column, and a strange creature with four
worm-like limbs on the right. The word macabre springs to mind!
And
yet, perhaps the message here is that there is love and a spiritual
connection possible even in the midst of horror, fear and bare
survival. Even the ugly, disabled or monstrous (and there are days I
would count myself among them) feel and seek joy. And just because
things look dark, we should not give up on the possibility of love, of
relationship, whether to ourselves, others or the divine.
How can you seek joy today? What darkness might you overcome by making a connection with someone? How do you touch spirit?